For me... It has certainly made me a stronger woman. I found self confidence and power to stand up for what i believe in and to defend for myself.

On the flipside, in my pvt life, i dont allow any men into my space anymore

I became a cold and uncaring person due to life lessons, there but not there if it makes sense. I have been visiting a MG almost weekly for the last 6 months. As much as I know what was said by the OP in the first paragraph, being with someone just makes me feel warmer and a better person. I have no issues with seeing the same person routinely, she does spice it up.

For me it's being with someone that can make you forget everything for that hour, which she does. Reminds me of the person I used to be before life got in the way.

So I'm grateful for that

I have met some real "gems" on Esa.

It has proof to me that women are the stronger sex. To be prepare to allow strangers into your personal space, and be intimate with them must requires a lot of guts.

Hats of to the ladies.

On 2018-07-31 12:34:54 jjsoap said:
I have met some real "gems" on Esa.

It has proof to me that women are the stronger sex. To be prepare to allow strangers into your personal space, and be intimate with them must requires a lot of guts.

Hats of to the ladies.

Word..

Bless this industry. It helped me find my selfworth back. It granted me the oppertunity to find myself and heal myself in too many ways to mention. And boy, did I gain RESPECT for myself!! Buckets full. In fact, unshakable respect. And all these wonderful qualities that I have developed, NOBODY can ever again take it away from me. I have learnt to stand on my own two feet. To have my own back, to implicitly trust myself, to love and approve of myself, to look out for myself, to look after myself, to listen to myself, to cherish and protect myself. To praise myself, to be kind to myself, to express compassion towards myself. The gratitude I feel towards this industry and every client - is almost inexpressible. Kisses, Mynx

Thank you all for your responses. Im glad I'm not the only who appreciates this for more than a happy ending..

On 2018-07-31 10:12:43 Veronica Franco said:
This industry has given and taken away...I will have to give this one some thought before I post as I have a love/hate relationship with this industry because I see things differently. For every positive, there is a direct opposite in my eyes!

But how does it impact your views on being a woman?

On 2018-07-31 12:26:11 Nicky @ The Doll House said:
For me... It has certainly made me a stronger woman. I found self confidence and power to stand up for what i believe in and to defend for myself.

On the flipside, in my pvt life, i dont allow any men into my space anymore

Glad that you found your strnegth Nicky. Men as in ALL men ? Or just men that you meet through this industry?

This industry is a eye opener in every kind of way.
I agree with Miss VF.
It has its positive and negative side.
And it's like Nicky said...it leaves a permanent mark as to what we as woman go through in our personal lives.
I for one have trust issues when meeting men outside of ESA.
I always think they want something more from me then friendship. ..usually that's the case!
Burned my fingers to much.

One thing I'm thankful for is to have a voice where it comes to my body and self pleasure.
I learned to enjoy the intimacy for what it is even that self pleasure is not a sin.
And still my NO mean NO..and I'm not being forced to do anything I dont want to.

Every opportunity is a learning experience. I have met so many that has given me faith in men, and had experienced where I would put my head in my hands and grieve for the inhumane treatment some thought was necessary to proof they are men.
I held a female client in my arms and experienced what she denied herself. I had men make me smile, laugh and feel that the world isn't upside down. I had the lengthy conversations from both men and women, that made me feel honored that I was included in that moment. And I had the rock hard truth shoved in my face that it can hurt just as much as it does to any other.
I love the way the nerves melt away and we get comfy. I love that a client can say his mind with no fear of judgement. I love the excitement that I get before each session. And everything I love about the purple world have made the hates and the bad seem less threatening. Because no matter what, I am a strong, independent woman, with a sexual appetite that loves the pleasures and fantasies and kinks and fetishes.