On 2024-12-24 08:03:40 Russian Bridgitte said:
Was it a spiritual thing?
She smiled, knowing the fun that would be poked at her by those that knew nothing more than to satiate the superficial bodily lusty need, that pornstar fuck fantasy.
Nothing wrong with that. It just did nothing for her...to empty his scrotum, without satisfaction to herself.
And satisfaction for her was so very different to what he thought it was.
She had to show him.
She wanted him.
He intrigued her.
His was...
A smile to convince one into anything. A laugh that came so easy. A sincerity in his eyes. A handsomeness he embraced with ease without making it a "go to" thing.
She had to "connect".
Her pleasure was in the surrender of her man...feeling him sensing her.
Feeling him trusting her.
Feeling him becoming her "lover"
A courting of minds, connected... before bodily pleasures.
He was easy, neither pushy nor submissive....rather a man who allowed her to lead and he, to lose himself in her invitation.
The room became nothing, time was relative, the music muted...his gaze, his touch , his willingness to allow her in, became a sultry seduction of what a man and a woman innately know to share, play, pleasure of the body and, the mind FEELS it, embraces it, feeds off it....makes it that much more not worldly but, a universal truth when lovers dare to be lovers.
It wasn't about falling in love. It wasn't about boxing it into something. It wasn't about overthinking it.
It was exactly what a true satiated mind and spirit and, not only body, felt .
She didnt know how to enjoy her men otherwise.
It had to be a complete surrender...a deep unwavering trust in her.
And everytime....it felt more real than the last.
Her men...she loved them in ways they would just have to trust her to show them.
Trust was a big thing for her , as was sincerity and integrity in their intimacy shared....no matter her taking the monies left on the mantelpiece and pocketing it in her purse .
RB.