We all know the drill. We all know how hard it is to get out of this world once in it.

I make it a point to push myself not to give in every now and then. I can gladly say that I count months since I last punted (it did help that my last encounter was quite underwhelming).

I decided to take it a step up and also take a break from browsing ESA. I lasted all of 4 days.

I think I'm starting to understand what my real addiction is.

robby

I couldn't have said it better myself

On 2017-09-22 05:48:53 robbycolonel said:
We all know the drill. We all know how hard it is to get out of this world once in it.

I make it a point to push myself not to give in every now and then. I can gladly say that I count months since I last punted (it did help that my last encounter was quite underwhelming).

I decided to take it a step up and also take a break from browsing ESA. I lasted all of 4 days.

I think I'm starting to understand what my real addiction is.

robby

Boss, your priorities are wrong.

@robby

What is all this that you wanna quit? Boss, your reviews are a reference for me to visit or not to. I will loose a lot of money if you quit

On 2017-09-22 06:08:28 reenaP said:


Boss, your priorities are wrong.

Enlighten me sir

On 2017-09-22 07:24:56 roshta said:
@robby

What is all this that you wanna quit? Boss, your reviews are a reference for me to visit or not to. I will loose a lot of money if you quit

I think I'm just bored with it all now. Most of my punts this year were so so.

Boredom does set in. I do still punt but a lot less than before. The girls are pretty similar. Too many think merely spreading their legs is sexy and a guy should cum for them in minutes.

Also - traveling 200,000 miles a year helps to prioritise sleep nicely.

Hmmm, I know what you mean. I too realize it's is an addiction that started out of desperation for some intimacy without the drama risk.

Signing up to read the reviews was the first step. That participating like I'm doing now was the next. Then doing reviews was the next.

Also thought if quitting. I tried and had a few 1 week punt-free sessions in between.

The latest endeavour was to buy something very expensive over lomg term finance so I won't have so much surplus to sustain this but alas, instead of cutting back, I just optimised my spending elsewhere and seem to be punting more, nearly daily now. It really is a serious addiction.

A day that I wank off and don't punt is an accomplishment for me now and I can only remember once in the last few weeks.

I also noticed though that part of the drive is to find that exceptional punt and as you said, most have been so so of late. There's been good but no exceptional experiences that ingrain in your brain to be remembered forever.

But like you, it does tend to die off when you realize that. Like today, I'm free. I know I want an exceptional gfe fh housr, total unrushed over a long session, with a wicked superstar hottie instead of the norm.

In essence I should be checking the profile pics and there's tons that looks too too hot and I've seen many and been disappointed. Yes it's them in the pic, as a yes/no, it has to be yes but they are not as hot as that.

I read the reviews, awesome gfe, blow, etc mentioned but I visit all all those people's awesome is so so to me.

Call and make enquiries, yes they kiss and do this and that. Visit and yeah sure, they kiss, but is there any passion and intensity in it? Not really.

It's a rollercoaster ride for sure like most addictions that hype and dump you. I've had some of the best experiences eith wgs that barely had their add up for long enough to putva review and had the worst experience with the 2nd hottest wg I've ever seen but highly rated by everyone else. Luckily my best experience ever was with the hottest ever and etched into my mind from 2010.

For sure a roller coaster ride ... with all the ups and downs ... like everything else in life !!!

But I am addictive to this lifestyle ... I know it is wrong but I like the ladies too much to quit now !!!