I believe in nothing
Not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing
Not the earth and not the stars

I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts
(Jared Leto)


Yes, this escorting and punting business is cold-hearted, callous and clinical.

We pay to fuck... it is a business transaction, pure and simple...the intimacy completely feigned, a business transaction and nothing more, no matter how much we try to romanticize it in our lonely thoughts.

But sometimes a punt can be so passionate and so fervent and so tender and so incredibly intimate, that, as cold-hearted and clinical as we think we are, we actually find that we are sharing something... something called pure emotion (and maybe the affection is for real)... for that short intense period of time that we are together.

Serendipity Girl gave her all to me last night... but then she always does.

Serendipity Girl you are an extraordinarily wonderful and beautiful woman!

I HAVE to believe in the beating of our hearts

Maybe there is something wrong with me.
I've never had a passionate/intimate/tender punt. That is the way I prefer it. The whole reason I punt is to have sex without any strings attached whatsoever.
I want to leave a lady's bed knowing that we don't owe each other anything. A fair trade was made. My hard earned money for her time & skills. I've never developed feelings for a WG before.

Yes, I do think back fondly about some punts at times, but not about the amazing person the girl was, but the amazing tits, the amazing asses, the amazing blowjob skills...etc

I know I am a cold person. I hear it from people in my private and professional life every day. That is why romantic relationships never work for me. I am too self centred. Punting just fits in so perfectly with my lifestyle.

And I have no illusions about it. I know I am not wanted in her bed. My money is wanted. I will do my part. I will honour every booking. I will never be late. I will never negotiate rates. I will always be freshly showered and clean. I will always be friendly and easy going. I will never do anything that was not agreed upon or try and force an unwanted act. All I expect in return is that the WG provide the service agreed upon. I actually think I am a great punt.

Well said Blades!!

In contrast to the transactional view, I simply can't do the emotional detachment thing hence these days I have to be very careful about who I visit. I have to sense a genuine emotional connection, else I just don't enjoy it. It's just the way I'm wired and I've learned that I can never fake it. Fortunately there's always someone who feels the same. I actually think I'm a better lover than a punter