Let start with my hero in my story first. I've been so lucky to have found my night in shining armour... Last year in a time I needed help during my pregnancy with a place to stay. And lets call him MR J, has opened his home to me, he also helped me with most of the things I needed for the baby. So last year september my angel was born. November I started back in the industry. And thank you for all the amazing punters in the purple world for your support. Things have been going good. But babies cost a lot. So its taking me a little longer to save up for a place of my own.

But with Merphy's law everythin cant always be sunshine and roses.

Yesterday I got the one phone call every mother do not want to hear, nor would I have that call go to even my worst enamy.

Your son is depressed he needs help. He tried to hang himself.

So I race through to Vereeniging to go fetch him for a few days. Just to get another call this morning telling me. Im sorry but he cant come back to stay here again.

What do I do. I cant stay by MR. J with my son aswell. He also has his own little family he has to see to.

I need to move out, and Im not quite ready yet. Now Ill also need to get my son the help he needs.

I cant seem to reach my goals fast enough, things keep jumping in the way. What do I do???

Please I need advice.

It's not the baby whose depressed right ? It's your older son ?

Yes my oldest son. He is only 19.