Posted: 2015-10-14 22:33:21
I must admit I am one of those mother fu***** who always loose it somewhere. Been involved on various occasions with girls but this year was the worst. Met a wg in May and totally lost it. I mean my heart, mind and literally thousands, when she decided to go back to her boyfriend. Then again I had to learn the hard way. Met this new one in July, and got her out of the business. Needless to say spent thousands in traveling to be with her every week, plus entertainment, hotels and gifts. Got engaged 2 weeks ago and spend even more in busy setting up a new business for her just to discover that her "Love" is so conditional and selfish.
Do I care and still want her back? Sure I do! Do I want to go through all the pain and agony? NO!! Where did I get the most commitment, dedication and true love? Where I got it the first time - from the mother of my children. Only thing she couldn't offer me was the feeling of the young punani which I think is just in the end in the mind!