And so I had the pleasure of sharing a couple of hours with a "first timer".
Dare I say....that within minutes, it was revealed he was no first timer.
And, apart from being befuddled as to why the misrepresentation, I was flattered at the disclosure.
In that instant, I asked myself if it was the Johnny Walker that spoke out courageously or a compliment to my ability to come across as trustworthy.

Well. What I have found, over this short period of precious time I have been in the environment as an adult service provider, is that I cannot make peace with the cynicism and mistrust, mainly directed toward the advertisers on ESA.

I am sure a lot of it is not misplaced, but it does put many an advertiser in a precarious position of wanting to lash out in defense of ones integrity and honesty as to the service offered.

And thus in our session, at one point, had to remind my beautiful gentleman, that he had chosen me to spend his time with.
He had chosen me to spend his hard earned money on.

The moment he made the choice and had the confidence to come through and experience "my service", because I make a concious effort to be clear and direct as to what shall happen, then I gently coaxed him to relax and give in to what I knew best to do for that is what had attracted him from the onset.

I am lucky.

Again.

Maybe I should thank Johnny Walker...once he surrendered and let the walls down, and was just himself....that is why the booking went on and on and on and....

Thank you kind Sir for trusting your instinct and giving in to my fantasy I had prepared in my head for you.

Thank you for allowing me a glimpse of the man you are...it is seriously appealing.

I truly hope we shall have a repeat.

xxx
B.