So, tomorrow is my birthday. Yay! Any other year, Id have been so excited, ready to party. This year is so different. Let me take you guys back a little. Earlier this year I did a couple of disappearing stunts. The first time I had quite a lot of guys worry(thank you to every single one). By the second disappearance I had questions as to what as happening to me. I lost both my parents this year, within 6 weeks of each other. Yep!! It was the most painful, most confusing few weeks I ever had.

For the first time ever I can honestly say I have done a lot of growing up in the past year. I have had to grow in aspects I had never thought about. So, this is not just another year added, it is growth.

Help me celebrate this birthday, with a message, a phone call, a visit, and help me celebrate growth, yes, growth!

Through out the year I had a few guys send messages to say hello. Most had no idea they were saying hello at the very right times. someone even said I could block them if they were being a nuisance, Lol. Most days I needed those hello messages. So today is a perfect day to say thank you boys, and loads of kisses. you didnt know it then, but you gave me a reason to smile, and I appreciate that.

But we are in birthday mood...so lets celebrate. Ms E is a whole year older. I swear I saw one gray hair this morning hahahahaha