I want to share my feelings with all of you tonight because I have this feeling that I'm not alone... even if you hate me or love me or just passing on... Just know your not alone.

I'm sure it's not only me who get nights where the lonelyness catching up with us... I'm a very happy person... always smiling but there's days that I feel so lonely... only human I qeuss

No one to tell me that everything will be okay... no one to hold me and comfort me... no one who understand that there's days that I feel worthless and empty... so empty that I can't even hear myself breath... I just exist... I'm just here... to make others happy... not that I mind but there's something missing... there's days that life is so wonderful, birds are singing, spring is in the air, your new photo shoot with all the new compliments put you on cloud 9 again... remind you that your not that bad and old... and then it hit me between the eyes... "REALITY" Staring at myself in the mirror wondering what HE think of HIS creation... Where am I going? What's going to happen to me?

I know... tomorrow is a new day with new challenges, new clients, a new song and a new smile... my lonelyness forgotten with a new goal in life. But till tomorrow... cheers to all you lonely souls out there. Your not alone.

Yip, know that feeling and face that just about every day for the past 8 years or so.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger at the end of the day.

;-)

And to cheer me up, I usually go to any public place like a mall and watch how couples fight with each other, while eating in ice-creme, to make me feel better.

Hey Sunshine

We all have those days. And it is particularly bad on the weekends, which is traditionally family time.

We all need someone at some stage in our lives, that shoulder to cry or just someone to hold you and tell you that tomorrow will be better.

be strong. The sun goes down and the sun comes up, and it is a new day with new experiences.

Cheers

Dearest Paige, knowing you for 13 years I know exactly what you're going through. Your living in a fairy tale for 3 years and I know it's the reason why you feel the way you do. You just can't let go! I might not be a shoulder to cry on, but I'm a true friend. Be strong, tomorrow is a new day.

For all the beautiful messages... what's app messages, mails and calls... I'm speechless! A big thank you to each of you... for the inspiration, kind words and to tell me that it's okay as a human to feel like that sometimes and that there is nothing to be ashamed of... Today is a new day and I'm focusing on staying positive... May all of you be blessed with happiness and peace...

Can't live with them, can't live without them

Surprisingly there are many singles out there who prefer the solitary lifestyle. However I agree that one needs a special other half especially on weekends and during the holidays !

Well said Ms Paige. I guess thats why there's no shortage of clients in this industry.

I confess to having the same feelings of loneliness too and it isn't pleasant. A punt may help but a bad experience has you questioning if that's what its all about. Are we as clients buying temporary affection. Its no wonder some clients claim to fall in love with their chosen sp, maybe after just one encounter.

If its all about money, girls who can convincingly offer the gfe are gonna coin it.

Too true also, that relationships might not turn out like the movies portray. Maybe best to take each day as it comes - no expectations.

Keep smiling :-)

If its all about money, girls who can convincingly offer the gfe are gonna coin it.

Not true! Punters shit themselves and run away, lol.!

Lol - maybe dont be too convincing ;-)