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....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-09 18:06:58
How does it feel when that niggle becomes a pang...an ache, an urge to dig deeper.
Everytime he tried to touch her either she was distant, agitated,claimed tiredness
Started attacking him about how selfcentred he was and all he could think about was sex sex sex....even though he could not remember when was the last time they had shared anything remotely sexual.
He longed for a hug. It didn't need to be a long one...just a sincere one. He longed to feel wanted.
Sitting in his office, his work taking its toll because it had been months since he felt connected to anything he did, he decided to find out.
And that is where the beginning to the end became a reality.
The truth was too painful to handle and his first paid for fuck became an addiction.
He screwed.
He fucked.
He sniffed coccaine.
He drunk.
He had orgies with women who sucked him and sucked each other.
Went to swingers parties.
He lost himself in a world that had been so alien to him.
If she could cheat then he could do it better than her.
...and when his wife walked in on him high and screwed in every way, through that haze, he still managed to see her tears and the anguish on her face.
" ...you fucking bitch. Don't stand there judging me. It is all your fault."
"I am not judging you. " she whispered." I just want to say I am sorry."
And walked away.
RB.
Everytime he tried to touch her either she was distant, agitated,claimed tiredness
Started attacking him about how selfcentred he was and all he could think about was sex sex sex....even though he could not remember when was the last time they had shared anything remotely sexual.
He longed for a hug. It didn't need to be a long one...just a sincere one. He longed to feel wanted.
Sitting in his office, his work taking its toll because it had been months since he felt connected to anything he did, he decided to find out.
And that is where the beginning to the end became a reality.
The truth was too painful to handle and his first paid for fuck became an addiction.
He screwed.
He fucked.
He sniffed coccaine.
He drunk.
He had orgies with women who sucked him and sucked each other.
Went to swingers parties.
He lost himself in a world that had been so alien to him.
If she could cheat then he could do it better than her.
...and when his wife walked in on him high and screwed in every way, through that haze, he still managed to see her tears and the anguish on her face.
" ...you fucking bitch. Don't stand there judging me. It is all your fault."
"I am not judging you. " she whispered." I just want to say I am sorry."
And walked away.
RB.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-09 18:20:17
Eish RB you know I left my woman when I was on verge to become this man in your story, been happily single for 3 years now with no chance of being committed ever in my life. G.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-09 21:58:30
Hello Gwede 1980
It is good to hear peace reigns.
Matters of the heart and psyche are never easy.
They say...hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
And a man...irreversibly broken?
:((
Does that hold truth?
RB.
It is good to hear peace reigns.
Matters of the heart and psyche are never easy.
They say...hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
And a man...irreversibly broken?
:((
Does that hold truth?
RB.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-09 23:06:25
True RB I couldn't have said it better. G.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-16 10:00:55
And soon this thread will be gone, as the advertisers spam it out.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-16 20:51:42
This one had me so good RB
Beautifully written babes
Beautifully written babes
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-17 22:55:47
Thank you Milah. It feels good to know the tale comes through.
And thus...
When truth is used and a picture painted with a little bit of embellishment, always easier to pen and relate to.
RB.
And thus...
When truth is used and a picture painted with a little bit of embellishment, always easier to pen and relate to.
RB.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-17 23:15:45
Absolutely Hun
Always enjoy your writings
XOXO
Always enjoy your writings
XOXO
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-19 05:22:09
Wow what a read.
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Re: ....an apology that hits below the belt
Posted: 2024-03-19 18:25:39
In gratitude....xxx!
RB
On 2024-03-17 23:15:45 Milah said:
Absolutely Hun
Always enjoy your writings
XOXO
In gratitude....xxx!
RB
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