R2D2 you've expressed my avergage punt perfectly in your post. Right from the inability to get hard with her working at it to the conflicted feelings of disgust at yourself when you notice her empty and disinterested look...
What keeps me punting is the hope of recapturing one of those magical moments, of which there has been a few through the years. Its the same reason I play golf. Mostly its actually a shit game but occasionally I hit a beautiful shot.
I have met Wgs who, despite probably not really giving a fck, faked it so well I walked away feeling great. Feeling as if I've fallen in love for a brief span of time and she returned it... The sex matter, how hot she is matter, how clean, etc, etc,...but what matters MOST is how wanted she makes you feel. I don't want fake orgasms, but I do want to feel she really want me there.
Funny how fcked up we all are...

Thank you R2D3 for starting this thread, i had these feelings since my first punt October last year.

I had a bad accident about 3 years ago and injured my spine. The nerves to my bladder and penis are damaged and i have not had sex at home for nearly three years as willy is uncooperative. During my recovery my urologist gave me some medication that would help willy, it dit but feeling was still a problem and an erection was never full.

Then i discovered esa and masages. I make a booking pop a pill and get jerked off at the end of the massage. I go home and feel the utmost guilt but next week i am back again. I also get the most terrible guilty feelings for abusing a poor girl for having to touch my gross body and i in return fondle her wherever i can. Many times i wonder what goes through her mind while plukking on willy.

Anyway that is my story and i have no idea how to stop or if i want to

Bloody good post, I went cold turkey after my last experience and I'm seriously not looking back. It's just not worth the guilt or the emotional rollercoaster, my overriding factor was being disgusted at the mental time spent on that crap feeling which most certainly useful elsewhere in your life. I wont get that 8 days back but I know for sure that i will not be spending another week feeling like that again and the reality is somehow we get these blinkers on when it comes to this and the rest of the world is blocked out, once the blinkers are off and you realise the endless possibilities that await you, you wonder what the f**k you were thinking.

The flipside though is that women in the business do it for a reason its a commodity and they know there will always be takers, I've always practiced caution in two scenarios, where girls are addicts and where you get that suspicion that there is an element of human trafficking, if that was my daughter I'd be a broken man.

Cold Turkey still working for me!!

Interesting topic;
I would however like to reply to @MicroWilly with regards to his post. I don't believe you need to feel guilty as long as you show respect to the lady, ask her what she allows and don't take advantage. Remember this is what she does for various reasons, but at the end of the day, this is how she makes her living. She needs clients and has far worse men to deal with, read the thread about hygiene as an example.

Well said rugbym!

Hello

My name is Piett. It has been 3 days since my last punt...

*clap,clap,clap...*

LMFAO @Piett!!!

R2, you have echoed my thoughts of the last 20 years....Go in with intention, stay in with doubts, go out disgusted with yourself...and so it goes. Why do abused women always return to the man who abuses them? Same reasons punters always return to whores.

The explanation is quite simple. This BUSINESS can not be your only social and sexual contract with women.

Its an easy release for sex but will not and you should not expect these girls to be able to fulfill the basic need for companionship of the opposite sex.

I often have read it is cheaper just to book a girl. That just not true. What you are paying an hour let alone the entire year is far beyond socializing with girls in what is called the straight world.

I have never felt a twinge of guilt over this as a supplement.

Its not the sex, it the empty feeling after, when you have no one there.

Cut bait, try hooking up. The experience of a woman giving her self to you in stages can never be duplicated in this business. Nor can the sex.

If you use this as a vitamin supplement and its great and so are the Girls.

Thanks Goodtimes very true what you saying, never looked at it that way ... Makes me think