Get yourself a decent job (though you claim that you do not need to work) and get rid of some of the energy you use to think about sex 24/7. At work you will have the chance meet like-minded people and most likely even meet a decent girl. You will still have adequate time on had to visit a WG or ten if then so needed.

Good boy Golo15

Kisses!!
:)

@Boobs yes I thought I should get a job to keep myself busy so I got one but then 4 months later my boss started an argument about religion,told him to stop coz it's a sensitive topic but he didn't listen and ended up insulting my church(roman catholic) I told him to go screw himself and left the same day,since then not so keen on working for anybody.
But yeah as MS VF and Kristy said,I guess I have to put in a lot of efforts so I'll try that again.thanks

@yewrev thank you,that would be the best outcome.

Seems like you want a woman who does not give you shit . Good luck buddy . Let me know if you find that .

Golo, I don't know, the day you really want to stop, you would stop. Until then, you're not going to. I'm a smoker, I know about addictions. :-)

But to speed up the process, these people are right, you need to meet more people. Hobbies probably? Like sport, darts seemed to be the least exhausting for me so I took that option. Met lots of people and won some money through that :-)

Good luck though! If you fail, hope your next booking choice is memorable!

On 2017-06-08 16:44:06 Golo15 said:
Thank you Ms VF for your wise words,to some it sounds ridiculous and as easy as 123 to quit but it's really not!The last 2 girls I dated (in a year and wasn't/stopped punting during that time),the 1st complained about me giving her too much gifts so it ended up being a source of problems(again some will say just stop giving!unfortunately for me I don't know how to do that),then the second complained about me being too quiet(I don't talk much) so since then I've decided to put an hold to the relationship thing but I do want a kid tho(a little girl lol) but don't seem to find the right person so I'm thinking of surrogacy(crazy I know).
But yeah you're quite right and yes I'm already feeling the emptiness hence why my struggle.
I really wish I could come talk with you coz I do follow you and could say I'm almost always inspired by your words but the anonymity thing...

You are welcome to join me for coffee or dinner. Yes, this industry is money based, but I got over my greed long ago and I work in this industry to live, nothing more. I have a few friends I have met in the industry, that I suppose should have been clients, but became so much more due to the fact that I have no other connections outside of the industry and we found solice in each other for various reasons. Your circumstances are not completely unique and I think after 10 years of listening to and reading people's stories through many sources, I think you'll find I have more insight then most actually realize, because I'm an observer and a thinker when it comes to people and their behaviour.

Your story touched many people today, including the ladies I work with, so I extend friendship to you, not as an sp but as a fellow human being.

Why are you concerned about anonimity? You can inbox me if you don't feel comfortable elaborating publicly.

Whatever you decide, I wish you all the best!

Regards, V.

Thank you all for your kind words and advices,I really wasn't expecting this.
@Ms VF I'm one person who really really doesn't like being on the spotlight and like I said I never feel comfortable talking about myself or my life hence why I posted here coz it guarantees me that anonymity,no one have an idea of who this is,plus since my first week in SA(been here for quite a while now) I saw on the news a kid who was kidnapped and the kidnappers were asking for R1000 to bring the kid back,that gave me an idea of what SA is,I know people get in trouble for far less than this,so after posting something like this one need to be very careful.
But there is always an exception to the rule,your reputation precedes you,I'll pm you.

Enjoy the ride, after all you got one chance at life. Treat it as a phase that one day you can reflect on "Been there, done that, got the T shirt". With that said be responsible ,be wise at the same time

On 2017-06-08 23:37:16 Golo15 said:
Thank you all for your kind words and advices,I really wasn't expecting this.
@Ms VF I'm one person who really really doesn't like being on the spotlight and like I said I never feel comfortable talking about myself or my life hence why I posted here coz it guarantees me that anonymity,no one have an idea of who this is,plus since my first week in SA(been here for quite a while now) I saw on the news a kid who was kidnapped and the kidnappers were asking for R1000 to bring the kid back,that gave me an idea of what SA is,I know people get in trouble for far less than this,so after posting something like this one need to be very careful.
But there is always an exception to the rule,your reputation precedes you,I'll pm you.

Not sure about reputation, but all I can assure you is that I have been Veronica Franco since the day I started in this industry a few months after turning 26 in 2006 and I am now 36, still going strong with the same name! I have not scammed anyone or had any reason to run away from a reputation that cost me so much to have but also afforded me so much in other ways.

I both hate and love Veronica Franco, but I could never escape that name in this industry if I tried, nevermind screw a punter over or expose anyone without tarnishing a name that allows me to live! It's counter productive and cutting my nose off despite my face, so with that in mind, I hope it would put you at ease that I'm not out to get anything from you except learn from and maybe help you with some luck and patience. Don't ask me why I'm putting this forward to you as I have no idea myself, except that I feel compelled to do so for some strange reason, but maybe we can figure it out! My gut tells me it's something I should do! I know it sounds stupid, but I can explain more clearly if we ever meet what I mean.

Regards, V.