Which made me realise something why am I going the extra mile for other but not my bf.:(

I use to hang around a pub not to far from home. A young girl(regular) had the attention of all the boys at the time. We spoke some times but being me it was always awkward.

So one day a make a massage booking and guess who opens the door.

We had a great time and spoke the entire time about the good times we had before.

Walking out of the booking I was so afraid that this secret live would become public knowledge.
I can say with absolutely certainty that she never said a word. The experience got me very nervous about booking girls that don't show their faces.

But we are walking on thin ice here. Let's see how long it lasts.

If I were to get caught it wouldn't be a big deal. To a large extent, I'm already open about my debauchery. I talk freely to colleagues and family about the fact that I'm not what one would call "a model husband".

I don't feel any guilt or shame in what I do therefore I don't go to any great length to hide myself. I don't reveal any details but my wife and even my parents know that I have and have had affairs. So ya if ever I was caught, it would not be a complete shock to anyone. I do keep the details and the extent of it all to myself though