Posted: 2015-09-18 06:19:29
Edited: 2015-09-18 06:52:36
This is one of those times where I had something to say but decided to sleep on it first, cos I'd probably probably have said the wrong thing yesterday.
I had very low self esteem before entering the sex industry. Funny thing is I always had very good looking BFs. It never crossed my mind that maybe there was more to me than my packaging and that was what attracted these hunks.
So i end up in the sex industry feeling quite inferior about my looks. I'm very average looking, plain actually. And......Some very goodlooking guys start booking me regularly.......They actually CHOSE me and PAY me and make love to me as if I'm a perfect size 36 with no rolls and imperfectioons. PLUS i learnt that I enjoyed sex and don't have to settle for mediocre sex because I should feel privilged cos I have this hunk of a BF.
So yes,I am confident in my big package and plain Jane face. And more than anything else, I am BEAUTIFUL TO ME, even if to nobody else. If I don't think I'm beautiful, how do I cope with life in a world where so much is judged on outward appearance?
If someone doesn't appeal to you, no need to try and rouse up the crowd support. Simply move on.