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On 2016-06-27 06:56:54 Bbw Nadia Blows said:
I find myself in that place right now, reviewing and re-evaluating decisions I've made and opportunities which have recently come to light. I've never lost myself, I've just been sidetracked by people and situations. Yeah, who am I kidding, I've lost myself somewhere between being someone's lifeline and losing that person. Yes its nice to have a friend support me in the rediscovery of myself. But its very difficult to tackle finding myself with somebody who is as lost as I am. Knowing there's someone who feels the same way I do is comforting but its a journey I have to take alone. And leaving this industry might NOT be what I need to do to achieve what I'm searching for.
Its rather presumptuous to think that leaving this industry is the way to enllightenment. And its all good and well expecting a lady to leave this but you can't offer her anything concrete.. Some are so busy trying to look afte what they need to look after that they cannot afford the luxury of stopping doing this in pursuit of the greater purpose.

lol too true, skit maar net my kop :)

Thank You for those who have replied and responded to me

The more I read the forum the more sad i become and i am sure 1000s of punters going to shoot me down but none the less

so often i read through this forums and i find the way ladies are objectified is insane. guys posting what a hot ass, id like to bone her etc etc and i think to myself these women dont want to be treated like that surely looking for more. surely u want to be made to feel special and treated with respect.

Personally i came from a relationship where i was treated as a man very badly, lots of emotional abuse from my wife and her family, where i gave 500% and was alway made to feel like a doos.

So thus my search continues for that person who i can treat like a princess and make them feel special. Help them get out of the industry wih business interest etc who knows

People ask why post here, its simple cos i know on here i can relate to someone

Dear Time for change

I don't usually visit forums and partake in discussion but could not leave this.

Go on a pilgrimage, go to a retreat if possible the retreat that the Delai Lama hosts. Two weeks of total self discovery.

You need to be at peace with yourself before taking on another person's baggage. Don't take someone with that is doing this as an escape that is trouble in its self.
On your journey you will meet up with people from all walks of life who are walking the same path of discovery.

On this kind of journey you must be your key focus and no offense to any of the ladies, you can't carry baggage with you.

Life is suffering but to find true peace in yourself that is the true journey.

I am positive time spent by a retreat talking to the lamas, learning to be still inside will give you the answer you are looking for.

I wish you the very best on your journey

Sloane

I agree with Sloane etc. You need to start by looking at the chap in the mirror. Many times people look outward to find and make excuses for problems etc, when in fact you need to look at "HOW" you make choices. E.g you decide to find a life-long companion via an escort site....hmmmm_I'm a romantic, however even in the pursuit of love or any relationship, you need to start off with looking at what and how you define your "Relations" with this world....your Zen....

Lastly, with all my best friends including my wife, I've had to examine the most important question in any relationship___"can I handle your baggage, unconditionally, no excuses."

Time4change seems to me that you are looking for a friend. The thing is having a WG as a friend is like having a chicken as a pet. All is good and well,but eventually you are going to want to eat it.

Am the one ,really need to change .won't look back
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