Posted: 2024-02-21 22:19:28
It is amazing how one becomes attached to "things".
My explanation of that would be that anything that touches ones heart, ones being, adds value to any aspect of one's life....would be missed .
Many times to make wrong choices but quickly to distance oneself of those mistakes by learning from them and hopefully moving on to better pastures.
Durban.
So much that has challenged every decision and desire of mine to make Durban my second home.
The lockdown nearly blew me out the water and slowed down and near halted all the plans and aspirations I had for Durban.
That came to pass... and now?
Now of late the water crisis and the incapable ethekweni municipality with theiving councilors once again endangering all that I have set my heart on.
Durban a playground for dirty politicians at the expense of its people.
And the realization tonight, as I packed for my trip to CT tomorrow, it would be heart breaking if I had to give up my flat due to much out of my control impacting on my growth in the wellness workspace .
I am of a calculating nature. My rewards MUST outweigh my hard work and efforts.
And if they don't....well , time to move on.
Can I do that? Can I be as calculating as I know to be?
I cannot. Not yet.
Something happened in the past week and more.
All of a sudden work poured in like never before....making reference to wellness space and...
All of a sudden a flutter of hope dared to tickle my thoughts.
I cannot say goodbye to my flat yet
I cannot give up hope...my faith that it is still going to be even better than I imagined , all of a, sudden burns even stronger!
Thank YOU Durban.
So to bid you goodnight. Believe me when I tell you I am already missing you.
You have stolen a part of my heart.
Till my return.
Miss me a little. Please?
Adoring you.
Russian Bridgitte .