As u walked through my door, i felt your nervous trepidation
your slight pull-back, my stepping into u to hug u close, the causation..
the holding of breath a body taut a sort of desperate collation
of all presented and the need to let go to the desired elation.

i felt u slump into me and let go slow slow
as i held u near and in a whisper, tone low
i promised to be gentle in showing u a path new
being the lead and allowing u a new image of self to construe.

u said, a little breathless, 'this is the first time for me'
and, i understood what u meant ...the need to be set free,
not short of bodily contact for much was there to be taken
but, rather, that need to feel unrestricted...a new kind of u to awaken.

and in that request, i asked for u to trust me whole
and if there was such a thing, to let go of mind, body and soul
for in your desire to learn to let go
to capture my imagination and be the lead, the true self u needed to show.

i ploughed deep...and deeper i dropped, coaxing u to follow
your uncertainty kept u in the erotic waters, quite shallow
but, slowly, slowly, u understood what it is i needed
and in your eyes and lay of your frame i eventually felt, u conceded.

oh! how delicious the find, the treasure that peeped from down below!
u watched me and i could feel u let go and your mind aglow
every moan of mine, every sigh, every grunt every growl a demand
as u arched and whimpered in delight, trusting me...a command.

i want u back, i need u back so much left unsaid and done
what we did just the begining of my sort of fun
where body, mind and spirit know to let go and fly
away from the crassness of a fucked up world...alive and human to feel and try.

RB.