Posted: 2024-01-01 09:27:19
Oddly I had such a moment, not in a quiet space, but at an event, and in the midst of the noise and festivities my mind wondered to the the moments shared with some of the ladies I've met in the last year (you featured as well); but not the lust and passion shared, the in between parts.
And some reflection of how my involvement in the purple world will fuck up the life in front of me, as I watched 'loved ones and friends' partying. But yet there I was, absent from the present, and present with the absent, longing to be in another place.
So for a new years resolution, to be abandoned mid month:
"Pursue what feels good, and do good in whatever you pursue"