Posted: 2022-12-29 13:33:50
I have an extremely long post to write, so please don't be negative, if you don't have time to read or don't like long posts, kindly scroll by.
This is a very emotional moment for me. If you do read it and leave positive feedback thank you xxx
1. I've learnt to listen and understand people better
2. I've learnt to find and express my sexuality, fantasies and fetishes
3. I've learnt how to be wary of scammers, backstabbers and the likes
4. I've had the opportunity to be crowned an ESA Princess as well as be nominated for best GFE (meaning I know what it feels like to be noticed)
5. I've learnt that reviews aren't everything, just keep giving your best it's more than enough
6. I've learnt that some punters have no idea how to speak or treat a lady and a lot of punters do
7. I've learnt that relationships in this industry don't last, but sometimes they do and sometimes it's best to avoid them all together.
8. I've learnt that sometimes the best answers are silence
The Purple World was definitely my escape from reality, where I could let "Ziske" be free. Which is also the meaning of the name
To @Aunty Sage wow what an amazing time it's been. I never even kept track of how long I've known you and worked not for you, but with you. You have become like family to me, we've shared our troubles, we had great days. Cried and laughed together. Gave each other sound advice, motivation and inspiration. We really came a long way together. You've taught me what is self worth as well as a few tips and tricks in the industry. You have always just been my mentor and my best friend. One of the few people I've met that is genuine and real and has always had my back no matter what. Thank you for that, you will not be forgotten ever.
To @Anne, when I met you, you were quiet and shy. Once I got to know you, that changed and we've also shared a lot together. Always supporting me as well, we've grown together and you've learnt a lot as well. You are also very intelligent like Aunty Sage. It has been a privilege to get to know you too.
Then to all the punters that has ever crossed my path, basic or gold, members or just browsers. You all have made a huge impact on me, all your stories shared, support and advice given. The relationships that were formed, friendships made. Every compliment, every gift was only ever appreciated, every review showing your appreciation, expressing your gratitude to have met me and spend time with me. I noticed every one of you, thank you for making my journey in the Purple World a beautiful one. I shall forever treasure each one in my heart.
To every lady I have met and worked with, thank you. You ladies are simply amazing, you are strong women with ambition, you're hard workers, women who have had tough lives and came from tough circumstances and like me, made the best of it. Some of these beautiful souls have successfully left the industry - well done to you. Some have not, but your time will come. You have all inspired me with your stories and you ladies have shown me we can care for each other and happily work together. Nothing need always be competition nor jealousy.
Also, thank you to the ESA Team some have left over the years, for all the laughs, chats and prizes. Thank you for always being friendly over the phone and attending to my requests in a quick, professional manner. Thank you to the only photographer, Emily. I had you from the beginning of my days in the Purple World. Dealing with my ups and downs, my body changes and my moods. You have just been extraordinary and incredible all these years.
So, this is how I say farewell to The Purple World - ESA. I have only ever had fantastic experiences on my journey, maybe the here and there punter that would shortpay me. However, never anything harmful or hurtful. I've worked with Legends, watched them in action and also watched them leave. I've met amazing punters, some I have not had the privilege to meet. I've made genuine friends, had very supportive and caring punters cross my path. This has had to be the best 10 years of my life. Never a dull moment.
Take care, and may "Ziske" always be an engraved memory in many hearts.
Love
Ziske Le Roux