I'm in my happy place... back in Pretoria and I'm on my own mission called "mission to distract"... or is it "mission to tease and please"... no F#$%... "mission Impossible"...

Okay I have to work on my bucket list this new year... I dream big and I live in my own fucked up but nice fairy tale... watch out... Ms Paige is on the ball!!!

To all my enemies... I love you and wish you well...
To all my lovers and friends... I love you more and wish you the best in life...

Be happy... dream big... be yourself! I am who I am... one awesome unique creation...

Damn... why can't I feel like this every day?

How I miss that smile. You are unique in every way, never forget that.

Ms Paige said:
Damn... why can't I feel like this every day?

You can my friend.....but then would life be as interesting as it is? If we experience the exact same emotions every moment of every day? I know some moments are really REALLY challenging and it takes all our reserves to just get through those times....then there are those moments which re energise us and build up our reserves again so we are able to keep going. Thank you for being a part of my life these past few years...For being a shoulder to cry on....For listening without judgment....For being a true friend when things were so very tough in my life and I didn't know how I was going to keep living....Thank you for being a kind caring generous soul who always takes care of me and helped me through rough times. I don't have many friends and I'm honoured to count you as one of a few. Blessings in abundance my dear friend....as we end off this year and begin again afresh in 2018! Love and blessings xxx

Miss you too oom Piet...

Dear Jewel... but it's so easy to love you because your such an awesome down to earth clever sexy woman... being your friend is only a pleasure... yes we've been through rough and tough times together and know that I treasure your friendship...