Posted: 2015-10-18 17:48:57
Had to delete the PeterBuck username as a result of the few vitriolic posts regarding some royal member. Was lambasted and slaughtered about it on Thursday night and just decided to put those posts into the "deleted" bin and put the episode behind me.
Person doing the expert knife work actually young enough to be my daughter, but showed amazing clarity and intelligence to arrive at her (accurate) conclusion. Which was staring me in the face. Just too stupid to realise. Knocked the trestles out underneath me, carved me up and served me with an eviction notice of note. Never quite been told I am a such a doos (she actually used another word much more descriptive). Had to crawl out and promptly decided to put my jaded past as PeterBuck to rest.
Sometimes in life you need somepone to give you a doosklap (again not allowed to use the correct word)just to start smelling the roses again, and also to see what life in it's present moment can offer. Yesterday is gone, no time for regrets. Live this one life that we have, for time is the unknown factor in our equation. Be thankful that someone actually want to spend time with a fucknut like yourself. Be thankful that they actually cared enough to read your shit that you wrote and felt obigated to point out what a doos you really are.
That doosklap was delivered with enough power to make my head spin. Sommer got flu on top of it and spent the last two days in bed , so had enough time to reflect.
Thought of changing my username to something spectacular like Simon Templar or Jason Bourne, only to realise that I am not running away from the username per se, but from the few posts made in anger, disappointment and regret.
Took Chmok as an example and added the s. (Imitation is the purest form of flattery).
Techno : Thanks
Chmoks : Was roped, but then branded with a very warm iron
GQ : My friend
Cheers
PeterBucks (the s does not imply that I have money)